I never planned any of this but what you don’t plan turns out to be the best thing to ever happen to you sometimes. I’m lucky, because we are the best to eachother and he’s my bestfriend. I never did plan this but I’m glad that I met you and I love everything about you this is my Stetson
You gotta start somewhere, and I’m tryin.
You know, this is this speaks the truth
Running from the cops , to hugging the toilet, to sipping&toasting, to kissing&touching. Decisions always ended up turning into a good story to tell at the lunch table and where does it say a bad girl is boring?
You said a long time ago
you were happy being someone
lets go far far far away from home
I’ll be glad to be with someone..
I am inlove with the thought of love.
Now I just want to fall inlove.
My angel, Kason Russel Owen.
I see you in my dreams, watching you grow. If only I could only describe how much I love you my dear sweetheart. I contemplate on the thought of a god, “him” taking you from us just doesn’t click to me. I hear a child’s laugh and imagine you, but though I can not see you physically I cradle you in my heart and forever you will stay beside me for my life saving me with every step I take down the slippery slope. You are the one I think of and so I pick myself up based on that thought. Life is precious and can easily be taken away, in my eyes there is no choice. You didn’t get to live there was no choice in you leaving us.
You may have made my life hell but the only good thing that came out of it was me. I am the person I am. I am grateful for everything I receive and I buy everything I need. thank you for dealing with the shit I put you through..
This is my habit, this is my lovelife this is the thing I lay with at night and have wet dreams about. This is my high my low this helps me feel happy this is my strength, just kidding I just love the feeling it gives me, the top of the world feeling. I’m under the grip of the bottle. This isn’t my needle it isn’t my pill nor is it my pipe. I should have a license to be a legal drinker but 21 just doesn’t seem like a reality. Some of the best times I’ve ever had have been with my good friend the bottle. The good thing about a bottle being you best friend is that it doesn’t back stab, tell lies, yells, it just makes you dizzling or throw up from time to time. haha

